{"id":22240,"date":"2011-11-21T10:00:22","date_gmt":"2011-11-21T15:00:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/asweetlife.org\/?p=22240"},"modified":"2015-12-27T15:41:51","modified_gmt":"2015-12-27T20:41:51","slug":"lose-to-count","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/asweetlife.org\/?p=22240","title":{"rendered":"Lose to count"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-22244 lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" data-src=\"https:\/\/asweetlife.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/251px-Iran_saffron_threads1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"251\" height=\"240\" \/>A private thread<br \/> inturned loose<br \/> red and not wool<br \/> a private thread and<br \/> I run my finger along it<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>not a day not a moment<br \/> pauses the count<br \/> one and two we<br \/> march and three<br \/> and four and a private<br \/> thread runs<\/p>\n<p>through it and<br \/> she learns the count<br \/> one and two<br \/> times three<br \/> once more there<br \/> is a pattern she <br \/> insists a code<br \/> a message it is<br \/> here<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>a common thread and<br \/> counting it tightens<br \/> what is the count<br \/> how many millimoles<br \/> and molecules<br \/> what is the count<br \/> how many nooses<br \/> about her spine<br \/> one red thread and<br \/> the sodium channels<br \/> fire and one and<br \/> two and <br \/> come up for air<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>one day one day<br \/> one day and only one<br \/> I will stop<br \/> the count breath<br \/> breath deciliter gram<br \/> I will not count<br \/> anymore a private thread<br \/> tie it to a poppy<br \/> run it through the field<br \/> red thread blue sky<br \/> uncountably many <br \/> let go and I <br \/> fall she walks on flowers<br \/> a blessed thing<br \/> to lose the count<br \/>loose the thread.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":16,"featured_media":53098,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_relevanssi_hide_post":"","_relevanssi_hide_content":"","_relevanssi_pin_for_all":"","_relevanssi_pin_keywords":"","_relevanssi_unpin_keywords":"","_relevanssi_related_keywords":"","_relevanssi_related_include_ids":"","_relevanssi_related_exclude_ids":"","_relevanssi_related_no_append":"","_relevanssi_related_not_related":"","_relevanssi_related_posts":"","_relevanssi_noindex_reason":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1501],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO Premium plugin v22.9 (Yoast SEO v22.9) - 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