When I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes, I was totally shocked. Not only because I was unprepared for a life altering disease, but because as far as I knew no one in my family had ever had diabetes of any kind.<\/p>\n
At first I thought that it was simply not a hereditary disease and that anyone lucky enough could join this club. But as I learned more, read more about type 1 diabetes and met more and more people with diabetes, I learned that there is a hereditary component. Many people diagnosed with type 1 diabetes have relatives with it too. But not me.<\/p>\n
Since my diagnosis I have answered many questionnaires, filled out forms and told people that no one else in my family has type 1 diabetes.<\/p>\n
I believed this to be true until last week. \u00a0Then…<\/p>\n
Last Tuesday I woke up, did my usual rounds and sat down to check my email. Among the emails sent through ASweetLife I found:<\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/p>\n
Dear Michael,<\/em><\/p>\n I am your cousin. I have been trying to locate you for years. Amazing that this is how I found you. Your dad’s sister… was a type 1 diabetic\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n I was stunned.\u00a0 Completely.\u00a0 I was so shocked and thrown I wondered if someone was fucking with me.\u00a0 It was too unreal to be true.\u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cJess, Jess, come here quick,\u201d I shouted across the apartment. \u201cYou have to see this.\u201d<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cWhat is it?\u201d Jess replied.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cJust come.\u201d<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Jess looked at my computer screen.\u00a0 \u201cIs this a joke?\u201d she said.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n It was not.<\/p>\n My father died of Hodgkin\u2019s disease when I was five years old. My mother did not know my father\u2019s family very well and did not keep in touch after we moved to Israel.\u00a0 Culturally, my parents were very different. My father was Irish Catholic, my mother Jewish.<\/p>\n I don’t know why the two sides of my family lost contact, or didn\u2019t try to stay in touch. I \u00a0grew up knowing only my mother\u2019s side of my family – their history, religion and diseases.<\/p>\n To say the least, receiving the message from my cousin was very emotional for me, and for many reasons. The knowledge that I wasn\u2019t the first in my family to be diagnosed with type 1 diabetes allows me to erase one of the big question marks in my life.<\/p>\n I had always searched for a diabetes connection on my mother\u2019s side of the family, the side I knew, but it never occurred to me that it could come from the other side, that diabetes could be part of my Irish heritage.\u00a0 It has always been as if that part of me wasn\u2019t real. \u00a0Genetics, I suppose, hold all the answers. \u00a0If only we understood them better.<\/p>\n I wrote back to my cousin, of course, and asked many questions including some about my aunt. \u00a0Like me, she was diagnosed as an adult. \u00a0This little bit of information is so important to me. I often worry about my children getting type 1 and although family history could mean higher probability, I find it comforting that both my aunt and I were diagnosed as adults and not as children. I know of course that the rules of how this works are very unclear, but still it comforts me.<\/p>\n I am overwhelmed right now, and so grateful to my cousin for putting in the effort to find me. \u00a0I know it wasn’t easy. \u00a0Now, between the shock, the excitement of finding a whole new family, and revisiting the loss of my father, I pretty much feel like I can\u2019t deal.\u00a0 So, slowly but surely I guess.\u00a0 As all of this comes together I will learn about my father, something I have wished for all my life.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":129,"featured_media":53098,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_relevanssi_hide_post":"","_relevanssi_hide_content":"","_relevanssi_pin_for_all":"","_relevanssi_pin_keywords":"","_relevanssi_unpin_keywords":"","_relevanssi_related_keywords":"","_relevanssi_related_include_ids":"","_relevanssi_related_exclude_ids":"","_relevanssi_related_no_append":"","_relevanssi_related_not_related":"","_relevanssi_related_posts":"","_relevanssi_noindex_reason":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1501],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n